jeeebus

...if this Zoey Deschanel or w/e the fuck her name is music video comes on tv one more time, I'm going to kill myself.

(Jk. I'll just throw the tv out the fucking window.)

I'm extremely bored right now.

To cure this boredom, I have to resorted to reading all the WOTDs at dictionary.com. From 1999 until now, baby. A plethora of words. I can see myself getting bored with this after 1999.
However, it's not my fault that my three years of Honors English left me with a nescience of "big words". And being that my mother deprecates any type of literature except gossip magazines, I feel this will be helpful.

I'm flying home tomarrow and I hope the circumstances are propitious. If the pilot announces an inclement in the weather, I may just cry. I'm sure I'll be captious the entire way home.
I have an irrational fear of plane crashes. And traveling alone does not help that.
It does give me a sense of independence though.
I will miss this place. Being able to go to the pool and gym everyday and not having to work? I'll miss it. However, getting away from my desultory little brother who knows how irascible I am? I will not miss at all.

Zooey Deschanel (if I even spelled that right) should not make music. Her new song = DNW.

Okay. Fuck this WOTD shit. I'm getting a shower.
I didn't even make it to the end of 1999. PATHETIC.

I'm sitting here watching the music video channel. And what comes on but "7 Things I Hate About You" by Miley Cyrus. And all I can think is.. WHAT THE FUCK.

From what I've read, the girls in the video were asked to come to the set and bring something that reminded them of an ex-boyfriend.

These girls are about 10 fucking years old. Jesus H Christ, called me old fashioned, but I didn't get my first boyfriend until I was 15. And he's the only kid I've dated in my life?!
Shit. The one is sobbing like there is no tomarrow. I don't understand it. Oh my god, she just came back on the screen and tears are fucking STREAMING down her face. OMG. You would think its the end of the fucking world from the way she's reacting.

LOL she needs to GTFO. Or maybe she's just like me and is 17 but looks 12. Who knows?
And poor Nick Jonas. Must be akward..

Anyway, enough of this. I'm just gonna go to sleep and pretend that kids wait until highschool or some shit like that to start dating.

Basically, I'm new to this.
So hi. =]